Who is a good Christian? Who shows up at mass every Sunday? Or who does not forget to pray at night, before falling asleep? The one who always says the table blessing before a meal? Important details - who is a good Christian?
I don't know because I must be a bad Christian. I often miss mass, forget to say the table prayer and often fall asleep before saying the evening prayer. But I guess that doesn't make me a bad Christian.
I am bad because I am unable to fulfill one of the most important commandments: I cannot forgive everything.
I can't forgive the murderer . Anyone who is capable of taking other people's lives for any reason can apologize to me a thousand times, I am unable to love you as a neighbor. His sin is not an unforgivable sin. Not even if he kills a single person, and certainly not if he kills many.
I cannot forgive the rampage of Szamuely's Lenin boys , the hangings and shootings. Massacre of innocent people under the pretext that they are class enemies. There's no excuse for that.
I cannot forgive the concentration camps of the Nazis , the mass extermination of Jewish citizens, the gassing of small children and elderly people, the starvation, the bestial treatment, the pursuit of death in the name of race theory. There's no excuse for that.
I cannot forgive the Stalinist, Rákosist, and Kadar communist genocides , the GULAG, Reck, the displacements, the destruction of thousands of families, the persecution, torture, imprisonment of priests and nuns, the 56 reprisals, the executions by uttering the false slogan of the proletarian dictatorship . There's no excuse for that.
I cannot forgive the Islamist terrorist acts, the sadistic carnage of Isis , whether they are raging in their own country or as migrants anywhere in the world. In the name of their god! There's no excuse for that.
I cannot forgive the terror of Gyurcsány in 2006 with the shootings, bestial police attacks, nor can I forgive the spineless scum who sentenced many people based on trumped-up charges, breaking lives and careers in two. There's no excuse for that.
I cannot forgive the rampage of the rabid killers of the BLM movement and Antifa , the upside-down Nazi race theory, nor the terror of the LGBTQ anti-human movement. I cannot forgive the fact that they want to carve human torsos out of our children and grandchildren instead of healthy people. There's no excuse for that.
I must be at fault because I am a bad Christian. But even then I can't forgive.
